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  Impulse

  Nora Roberts

  Contents

  Summer

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Copyright

  Summer

  Four years ago this month, I was married. When my soon-to-be husband and I were discussing plans for our honeymoon, there was one place that kept coming to my mind.

  Greece. For as long as I can remember, I’ve dreamed of going to Greece, cruising the Aegean, imagining Adonis and Apollo and Aphrodite. I could picture myself walking near the Acropolis or sitting in a seaside café drinking ouzo. I wanted to walk in an olive grove and see wild goats. To me, Greece has always been one of the most romantic and exotic places in the world.

  Well, things didn’t work out. For the life of me, I can’t exactly recall the reasons we changed our plans and headed to the resorts of Cancun and Cozumel on the Caribbean coast of Mexico. But it was all for the best. Right after we made our new plans, ordered tickets and reserved a hotel, the TWA flight out of Athens was hijacked.

  We did have a wonderful time in Mexico. Blue water, gorgeous flowers, exotic music. Instead of Greek gods, I imagined ancient Mayans. We didn’t cruise the Aegean, but we snorkeled in the warm, clear Caribbean. I don’t remember a single day when the sun didn’t shine and the birds didn’t sing. Of course, I was on my honeymoon.

  We listened to mariachis and danced in the moonlight in the square in the village. We toured the ruins in Tulum, then swam in a lagoon called X-ha. That’s where my new husband lost the keys to our rental car.

  You don’t always think of yourself as a foreigner, even in a foreign country, until you’re faced with the language barrier. I could ask important things, like “How much does this cost?” and “Where’s the rest room?” But I didn’t have a clue how to explain that we’d lost the keys to our car somewhere in the lagoon and our hotel was an hour away.

  But, like a true hero, my husband dived back in. The sunscreen had worn off and lunch was only a fond memory when he found them. But find them he did. I guess the gods look out for honeymooners.

  Four years later and he’s still my hero. From time to time we toy with the idea of that trip to Greece. I still hope to see Mount Olympus and walk in an olive grove. In the meantime, I went there in my imagination with Rebecca and Stephen. I hope you enjoy the trip as much as I did.

  Chapter One

  She knew it was crazy. That was what she liked best about it. It was crazy, ridiculous, impractical and totally out of character. And she was having the time of her life. From the balcony of her hotel suite Rebecca could see the sweep of the beach, the glorious blue of the Ionian Sea, blushed now with streaks of rose from the setting sun.

  Corfu. Even the name sounded mysterious, exciting, glamorous. And she was here, really here. Practical, steady-as-a-rock Rebecca Malone, who had never traveled more than five hundred miles from Philadelphia, was in Greece. Not just in Greece, she thought with a grin, but on the exotic island of Corfu, in one of the most exclusive resorts in Europe.

  First-class, she thought as she leaned out to let the sweet breeze ruffle over her face. As long as it lasted, she was going first-class.

  Her boss had thought she was suffering from temporary insanity. Edwin McDowell of McDowell, Jableki and Kline was never going to understand why a promising young CPA would resign from her position with one of the top accounting firms in Philadelphia. She’d made a good salary, she’d enjoyed excellent benefits, and she’d even had a small window in her office.

  Friends and associates had wondered if she’d suffered a breakdown. After all, it wasn’t normal, and it certainly wasn’t Rebecca’s style to quit a solid, well-paying job without the promise of a better one.

  But she’d given her two weeks’ notice, cleared out her desk and had cheerfully walked out into the world of the unemployed.

  When she’d sold her condo and then in one frantic week, auctioned off every possession she owned—every stick of furniture, every pot and pan and appliance—they’d been certain she’d gone over the edge.

  Rebecca had never felt saner.

  She owned nothing that didn’t fit in a suitcase. She no longer had any tax-deferred investments or retirement plans. She’d cashed in her certificates of deposit, and the home entertainment center she’d thought she couldn’t live without was now gracing someone else’s home.

  It had been more than six weeks since she’d even looked at an adding machine.

  For the first—and perhaps the only—time in her life, she was totally free. There were no responsibilities, no pressures, no hurried gulps of cold coffee. She hadn’t packed an alarm clock. She no longer owned one. Crazy? No. Rebecca shook her head and laughed into the breeze. For as long as it lasted, she was going to grab life with both hands and see what it had to offer.

  Aunt Jeannie’s death had been her turning point. It had come so suddenly, so unexpectedly, leaving Rebecca without any family. Aunt Jeannie had worked hard for most of her sixty-five years, always punctual, always responsible. Her position as head librarian had been her whole life. She’d never missed a day, never failed to do her duty. Her bills had been paid on time. Her promises had always been kept.

  More than once Rebecca had been told she took after her mother’s older sister. She was twenty-four, but she was—had been—as solid and sturdy as her maiden aunt. Two months into retirement, two months after dear Aunt Jeannie began to make plans to travel, to enjoy the rewards she’d worked so hard to earn, she was gone.

  After Rebecca’s grief had come the anger, then the frustration, then slowly, the realization that she was traveling the same straight road. She worked, she slept, she fixed well-balanced meals that she ate alone. She had a small circle of friends who knew she could be counted on in a crisis. Rebecca would always find the best and most practical answer. Rebecca would never drop her own problems in your lap—because she didn’t have any. Rebecca, bless her, was a port in any storm.

  She hated it, and she’d begun to hate herself. She had to do something.

  And she was doing it.

  It wasn’t running away as much as it was breaking free. All her life she’d done what was expected of her and tried to make as few waves as possible while doing it. All through school a crushing shyness had kept her more comfortable with her books than with other teenagers. In college a need to succeed and justify her aunt’s faith had locked her tightly into her studies.

  She had always been good with figures—logical, thorough, patient. It had been easy, perhaps too easy, to pour herself into that one area, because there, and really only there, had she felt confident.

  Now she was going to discover Rebecca Malone. In the weeks or months of freedom she had, she wanted to learn everything there was to know about the woman within. Perhaps there wasn’t a butterfly inside the cocoon she’d wrapped herself in so comfortably, but whatever she found—whoever she found—Rebecca hoped she would enjoy her, like her, perhaps even respect her.

  When the money ran out, she’d get another job and go back to being plain, practical Rebecca. Until that time she was rich, rootless and ready for surprises.

  She was also hungry.

  Stephen saw her the moment she entered the restaurant. It wasn’t that she was particularly striking. Beautiful women passed through the world every day and they usually warranted a glance. But there was something about the way this one walked, as if she were ready for anything, even looking forward to it. He stopped, and because business was slow at this hour he took a second, longer look.

  She was tall for a
woman, and more angular than slender. Her skin was pale, and that made him think she had only just arrived at the resort or was shy of the sun. The white sundress that left her shoulders and back bare accented the lack of color and gave dramatic contrast to her short cap of raven hair.

  She paused, then seemed to take a deep breath. Stephen could almost hear her satisfied sigh. Then she smiled at the headwaiter, and followed him to her table, tossing her head back, so that her hair, which she wore arrow-straight, swung away from her chin.

  A nice face, Stephen concluded. Bright, intelligent, eager. Especially the eyes. They were pale, an almost translucent gray. But there was nothing pale in their expression. She smiled at the waiter again, then laughed and looked around the restaurant. She looked as if she’d never been happier in her life.

  She saw him. When Rebecca’s gaze first skimmed over the man leaning against the bar, her automatic shyness kicked in and had her looking away. Attractive men had stared at her before—though it wasn’t exactly a daily event. She’d never been able to handle it with the aplomb—or even cynicism—of most of her contemporaries. To cover her momentary embarrassment, she lifted her menu.

  He hadn’t meant to linger more than a few moments longer, but the impulse came suddenly. Stephen flicked a hand at the waiter and had him scurrying over, nodding quickly at Stephen’s murmured request and hurrying off. When he returned it was to deliver a bottle of champagne to Rebecca’s table.

  “Compliments of Mr. Nickodemus.”

  “Oh.” Rebecca followed the waiter’s gaze over to the man by the bar. “Well, I—” She brought herself up short before she could stammer. A sophisticated woman wouldn’t stutter over a gift of champagne, she reminded herself. She’d accept it graciously, with dignity. And maybe—if she wasn’t a complete fool—she’d relax enough to flirt with the man who offered it.

  Stephen watched the expressions pass across her face. Fascinating, he mused, and realized that the vague boredom he’d been feeling had vanished. When she lifted her head and smiled at him, he had no idea that her heart was pounding. He saw only a casual invitation, and he answered it.

  He wasn’t just attractive, Rebecca realized as he crossed to her table. He was gorgeous. Eye-popping, mouth-dropping gorgeous. She had an image of Apollo and ancient Greek warriors. Thick blond hair streaked by the sun fell over the collar of his shirt. Smooth, bronzed skin was marred—and somehow enhanced—by a faint scar under his jawline. A strong jaw, she thought. A strong face, with the darkest, deepest blue eyes she’d ever seen.

  “Good evening, I’m Stephen Nickodemus.” His voice wasn’t accented, it was rounded, rich. He might have come from anywhere. Perhaps it was that, more than anything else, that intrigued her.

  Lecturing herself on poise and image, she lifted her hand. “Hello. I’m Rebecca, Rebecca Malone.” She felt a quick flutter when he brushed his lips over her knuckles. Feeling foolish, she drew her hand away and balled it in her lap. “Thank you for the champagne.”

  “It seemed to suit your mood.” He studied her, wondering why he was getting such a mix of signals. “You are by yourself?”

  “Yes.” Perhaps it was a mistake to admit it, but if she was going to live life to the fullest she had to take some risks. The restaurant wasn’t crowded, but they were hardly alone. Take the plunge, she told herself, and tried another smile. “The least I can do is offer you a glass.”

  Stephen took the seat across from her, brushing the waiter aside to pour the wine himself. “You are American?”

  “It shows.”

  “No. Actually, I thought you were French until you spoke.”

  “Did you?” That pleased her. “I’ve just come from Paris.” She had to force herself not to touch her hair.

  She’d had it cut, with trepidation and delight, in a French salon.

  Stephen touched his glass to hers. Her eyes bubbled with life as cheerfully as the wine. “Business?”

  “No, just pleasure.” What a marvelous word, she thought. Pleasure. “It’s a wonderful city.”

  “Yes. Do you go often?”

  Rebecca smiled into her glass. “Not often enough. Do you?”

  “From time to time.”

  She nearly sighed at that. Imagine anyone speaking of going to Paris “from time to time.” “I nearly stayed longer, but I’d promised myself Greece.”

  So she was alone, restless, and on the move. Perhaps that was why she had appealed to him, because he was, too. “Is Corfu your first stop?”

  “Yes.” She sipped at her drink. A part of her still believed it was all a dream. Greece, champagne, the man. “It’s beautiful. Much more beautiful than I imagined it could be.”

  “It’s your first trip, then?” He couldn’t have said why that pleased him. “How long do you stay?”

  “As long as I like.” She grinned, savoring the feeling of freedom. “And you?”

  He lifted his glass. “Longer, I think, than I had planned.” When the waiter appeared at his side, Stephen handed over the menu, then spoke to him in soft, quick Greek. “If you don’t object, I’d like to guide you through your first meal on the island.”

  The old Rebecca would have been too nervous to sit through a meal with a stranger. The new Rebecca took a second, deeper sip of champagne. “I’d love it. Thank you.”

  It was easy. Easy to sit, to laugh, to sample new and exotic tastes. She forgot that he was a stranger, forgot that the world she was living in now was only temporary. They didn’t speak of anything important—only of Paris, and the weather, and the wine. Still, she was sure it was the most interesting conversation of her life. He looked at her when he spoke to her, looked at her as though he were delighted to spend an hour talking of nothing. The last man she’d had dinner with had wanted her to give him a discount when she did his taxes.

  Stephen wasn’t asking her for anything more than her company for dinner. When he looked at her it seemed unlikely that he’d care if she knew how to fill out Schedule C.

  When he suggested a walk along the beach, she agreed without a qualm. What better way to end an evening than a walk in the moonlight?

  “I was looking out at this from my window just before dinner.” Rebecca stepped out of her shoes, then dangled them from her fingers as she walked. “I didn’t think it could look more beautiful than it did at sunset.”

  “The sea changes, like a woman, in the light.” He paused to touch a flame to the end of a slim cigar. “So men are drawn to her.”

  “Are you? Drawn to the sea?”

  “I’ve spent my time on her. I fished in these waters as a boy.”

  She’d learned at dinner that he’d grown up traveling the islands with his father. “It must have been exciting, moving from place to place, seeing new things almost every day.”

  He shrugged. He’d never been sure whether the restlessness had been born in him or had been a product of his upbringing. “It had its moments.”

  “I love to travel.” Laughing, she tossed her shoes aside, then stepped into the surf. The champagne was making her head swim and the moonlight felt as soft as rain. “I adore it.” She laughed again when the spray washed up to dampen her skirts. The Ionian Sea. She was standing in it. “On a night like this I think I’ll never go home.”

  She looked so vibrant, so alive, standing in the surf with her white skirts billowing. “Where’s home?”

  She glanced over her shoulder. The flirtatious look was totally unplanned and completely devastating. “I haven’t decided. I want to swim.” On impulse, she dived into the surf.

  Stephen’s heart stopped when she disappeared. He’d already kicked off his shoes and started forward when she rose up again. For a second time, his heart stopped.

  She was laughing, her face lifted to the moonlight. Water cascaded from her hair, from her skin. The drops that clung to her were the only jewels she wore. Beautiful? No, she wasn’t beautiful. She was electric.

  “It’s wonderful. Cool and soft and wonderful.”

 
With a shake of his head, he stepped in far enough to take her hand and pull her toward shore. She was a little mad, perhaps, but engagingly so. “Are you always so impulsive?”

  “I’m working on it. Aren’t you?” She combed her hand through her dripping hair. “Or do you always send champagne to strange women?”

  “Either way I answer that could be trouble. Here.” He shrugged out of his jacket and draped it over her shoulders. Unframed, washed clean, her face glowed in the moonlight. There was a graceful kind of strength in it, to the sweep of cheekbone, the slightly pointed chin. Delicate—except for the eyes. One look there showed power, a power that was still. “You’re irresistible, Rebecca.”

  She stared at him, confused all over again, as he gathered the neck of the jacket close around her throat. “I’m wet,” she managed.

  “And beautiful.” With his hands still on the jacket, he brought her toward him. “And fascinating.”

  That made her laugh again. “I don’t think so, but thanks. I’m glad you sent me the champagne and guided me through my first meal.” Her nerves began to jangle. His eyes stayed on hers, journeying only once to her mouth, which was still damp from the sea. Their bodies were close, close enough to brush. Rebecca began to shiver, and she knew it had nothing to do with wet clothes and the breeze.

  “I should go in … change my dress.”

  There was something about her. The impulsiveness, the easy flirtatiousness, hid an unmistakable innocence that baffled and attracted him. Whatever it was, he wanted more.

  “I’ll see you again.”

  “Yes.” She prayed for her heartbeat to slow. “It’s not a very big island.”

  He smiled at that, slowly. She felt, with a mixture of relief and regret, the relaxation of his hands. “Tomorrow. I have business early. I’ll be done by eleven, if that suits you. I’ll show you Corfu.”

  “All right.” Better judgment and nerves be damned. She wanted to go with him. “I’ll meet you in the lobby.” Carefully, because she suddenly wasn’t sure she could manage it, she stepped back. Moonlight silhouetted him against the sea. “Good night, Stephen.”