Christmas In the Snow: Taming Natasha / Considering Kate Read online

“Are you the baseball player?” Eyes huge, Jack stared up at Brandon.

  “That’s right.” Brandon crouched down. “You like baseball?”

  “Uh-huh. I saw your mitt. I’ve got one, too. And a bat and a ball and everything.”

  Knowing Brandon would keep Jack entertained, Kate moved a few steps away to give them room. “I didn’t realize you were starting so soon,” she said to Brody.

  “Figured we’d take advantage of the break in the weather. Warm spell’s supposed to last a few more days. We can get the basement dug out, formed up and poured before the next cold snap.”

  Warm was relative, she thought. It would be considerably chillier in the old stone walled basement, and considerably damper than out here in the sunlight. “I’m not complaining. How was your Christmas?”

  “Great.” He shifted so that his crew could muscle the next barrow of dirt up the ramp. “Yours?”

  “Wonderful. I see you’ve expanded your crew. Was that dollar a day in my bid?”

  “School’s out,” he said shortly. “I keep him with me. He knows the rules, and the men don’t mind him.”

  She lifted her brows. “My, my. Sensitivo.”

  Brody hissed out a breath. “Sorry. Some clients don’t like me having a kid on a job site.”

  “I’m not one of them.”

  “Hey, O’Connell, can you spare this guy for a bit?”

  Brody glanced over, noted Jack’s grimy hand was clasped in Brandon’s. “Well…”

  “We’ve got a little business up at the house,” Brandon went on. “I’ll drop him back down on my way to the airport. Half hour.”

  “Please, Dad. Can I?”

  “I—”

  “My brother’s an idiot,” Kate said with an easy smile. “But a responsible one.”

  No, Brody thought, he was the idiot, getting the jitters every time Jack went off with someone new. “Sure. Wash your hands off in the water bucket first, Jacks.”

  “Okay! Wait just a minute, okay? Just a minute.” Jack raced off to splash some of the dirt away.

  “I’ll try to stop through on my way to spring training.”

  “Yeah. Okay.” She wouldn’t cry. She would not cry. “Stay away from those hard-bodied blondes.”

  “Not a chance.” Brandon snatched her up, held tight. “Miss you,” he murmured.

  “Me, too.” She pressed her face into the curve of his neck, then stepped back with a bright smile. “Take care of that leg, slugger.”

  “Hey, you’re talking to Iron Man. Take care of your own. Let’s go, Jack.” He took the boy’s marginally clean and wet hand, shot a salute to Brody, and started off.

  “Bye, Dad! Bye. I’ll be back.”

  “Your brother got a problem with his leg?”

  “Pulled some tendons. Bad slide. Well, I’ll let you get back to work.” She kept the smile on her face until she’d rounded to the front of the house. Then she sat on the steps and had a nice little cry.

  When Brody walked out to his truck ten minutes later, she was still there. Tears had dried on her cheeks. A few more sparkled in her lashes.

  “What? What’s the matter?”

  “Nothing.”

  “You’ve been crying.”

  She sniffled, shrugged. “So?”

  He wanted to leave it at that. Really wanted to just get his…what the hell had he come out for? The problem was he’d never been able to walk away from tears. Resigned, he crossed the sidewalk and sat beside her.

  “What’s wrong?”

  “I hate saying goodbye. I wouldn’t have to say goodbye if he didn’t insist on living three thousand miles away in stupid California. The dope.”

  Ah, her brother. “Well…” Because a fresh tear had spilled over, Brody yanked a bandanna from his pocket. “He works there.”

  “Excuse me, but I’m not feeling particularly logical.” She took the bandanna. “Thanks.”

  “Don’t mention it.”

  She dabbed at tears, then stared across the street. “Do you have any siblings?”

  “No.”

  “Want one? I’ll sell him cheap.” She sighed, leaned back on the steps. “My sister’s in New York. Brand’s in L.A. I’m in West Virginia. I never thought we’d end up so scattered.”

  He remembered the way she and her brother had embraced, that natural flow of love. “You don’t look scattered to me.”

  Kate looked back at him. In a moment, her eyes cleared. “You’re right. You’re absolutely right. That was exactly the right thing to say. So.” She drew in a breath, handed him back his bandanna. “Take my mind off all this for a minute. What’d you do for Christmas? The big, noisy family thing?”

  “Jack makes plenty of noise. He got me up at five.” Remembering made Brody smile. “I think I peeled him off the ceiling around two that afternoon.”

  “Did he make it through Christmas dinner?”

  Brody’s smile faded. “Yeah, barely.” He moved his shoulder. “We went over to his grandparents’ for that. We live in the same town,” he said. “But you could say we’re scattered.”

  “I’m sorry.”

  “They dote on Jack. That’s the important thing.”

  And why the hell did he bring it up? Maybe, he thought, maybe because it was stuck in his craw. Maybe because his father continued to dismiss everything he’d done with his life, everything he wanted to do.

  “I’m having the dirt dumped around the other side of the house. You might want to have it spread there, start a garden or something in the spring.”

  “That’s a good thought.”

  “Well.” He got to his feet. “I’ve got to get back to work, before the boss docks my pay.”

  “Brody—” She wasn’t sure what she meant to say, or how she meant to say it. Then the moment passed as Brandon pulled up to the curb in his spiffy rental car.

  “Dad!” Jack was already fighting to free himself from the seat belt. “Wait till you see! Brand gave me his mitt, and a baseball with his name wrote on it and everything.”

  “Written on it,” Brody said automatically, then caught the bullet of his son as Jack shot toward him. “Let’s have a look.” He examined the mitt and ball, both warm from Jack’s tight grip. “These are really special, and you’ll have to take special care of them.”

  “I will. I promise. Thanks, Brand. Thanks! I’m going to keep them forever. Can we show the guys now, Dad?”

  “You bet.” Brody hitched Jack higher on his hip, looked down at Brandon. “Thanks.”

  “My pleasure. Remember, Jack. Keep your eye on the ball.”

  “I will! Bye.”

  “Safe trip,” Brody added, and carted Jack around to show off his treasures to the crew.

  Kate let out a little sigh, leaned down into Brandon’s open window. “Maybe you’re not such a jerk, after all.”

  “Hell of a kid.” He pinched Kate’s chin. “You got an eye on the dad, I noticed.”

  “No. I’ve got both eyes on the dad.” Laughing, she leaned in to give him a kiss. “You go ahead after those California girls, pal. I like country boys.”

  “Behave yourself.”

  “Not a chance.”

  He laughed, turned on the engine again. “See you, gorgeous.”

  She stepped back, waved. “Fly safe,” she murmured.

  It was traditional for Natasha to close the shop on New Year’s Eve. She spent the day in the kitchen, preparing the myriad dishes she’d set out for the open house she held every New Year’s Day. Family, friends, neighbors would crowd the house for hours.

  “Brand should have stayed until after the party.”

  “I wish he could have.” Natasha checked the apricots and water she was boiling for kissel, turned the mixture down to simmer. “Don’t sulk, Katie. There were times your life and your work kept you away.”

  “I know.” Kate continued to roll out pastry dough as she’d been taught. “I just need a little more sulk time. I miss the jerk, that’s all.”

  “So do I.”


  On the stove, pots puffed steam. In the oven, an enormous ham was baking. Years ago, Natasha thought, she’d have had three children underfoot while she was juggling these chores. There would have been squabbling, giggling, spills to mop up. Her patience would have been sorely tried a dozen times.

  It had been wonderful.

  Now she only had her Kate, pouting over the pastry dough.

  “You’re restless.” Natasha tapped a spoon on the side of a pot, set it on its holder. “You don’t have enough to fill your time while the building is going on.”

  “I’m making plans.”

  “Yes, I know.” She poured two cups of tea, brought them to the table. “Sit.”

  “Mama, I’m—”

  “Sit. So, you’re like me,” Natasha continued as they both took seats at the crowded table. “Plans, details, goals. These are so important. We want to know what happens next, because if we know, we can have control.”

  “What’s wrong with that?”

  “Nothing. When I came here to open my store, it was very hard. Hard to leave the family. But I needed to. I didn’t know I’d meet your father here. That wasn’t planned.”

  “It was fate.”

  “Yes.” Natasha smiled. “We plan, you and I, and we calculate. And still, we understand fate. So maybe fate, for all your plans, brought you back.”

  “Are you disappointed?” She blurted it out, and felt both relief and dread that it had finally been asked.

  “In what? You? Why would you think so?”

  “Mama.” Searching for words, Kate turned her cup around and around. “I know how much you and Dad sacrificed—”

  “Wait.” Dark eyes kindling, Natasha tapped her fingers hard on the table. “Maybe, after all these years my English is failing. I don’t understand the word sacrifice when it comes to my children. You have never been a sacrifice.”

  “I meant, you and Dad did so much, supported me in every way when I wanted to dance. Please, Mama,” Kate said when Natasha started to speak. “Just let me finish this. It’s been on my mind. All the lessons, all those years. The costumes, the shoes, the travel. Letting me go to New York when I know Dad would have preferred I’d gone to college. But you let me have what I needed most. I always knew that. I wanted you to be proud of me.”

  “Of course we were proud of you. What nonsense have you put in your head?”

  “I know you were. I know. I could feel it, see it. When I was dancing and you were there, even when I couldn’t see you through the footlights, I could see. And now I’ve tossed it away.”

  “No, you’ve set it aside. Kate, do you think we’re only proud of you when you dance? Only proud of the artist, of that skill?”

  Her eyes were brimming. She couldn’t help it. “I worried that you might be disappointed that I gave it up to teach.”

  “Of all my children,” Natasha said with a shake of her head, “you are the one forever searching in corners to see if there’s a speck of dust. Even when there isn’t, you can’t help but poke in with the broom. Answer me this, do you want to be a good teacher?”

  “Yes, very much.”

  “Then you will be, and we’ll be proud of that. And between these times, between the dancer and the teacher, we’re proud of you. Proud that you know what you want, and how to work for it. Proud that you’re a lovely young woman with a kind heart and a strong mind. If you doubt that, Katie, you will disappoint me.”

  “I don’t. I won’t. Oh.” She let out a long breath and blinked at the tears. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m so weepy lately.”

  “You’re changing your life. It’s an emotional time. And you give yourself too much time to think and worry. Kate, why aren’t you out with your friends? You have so many still in the area. Why aren’t you going out to a party tonight, or with some handsome young man, instead of staying home on New Year’s Eve to bake a ham with your mama?”

  “I like baking hams with my mama.”

  “Kate.”

  “All right.” But she got up to finish the pastry. She needed to keep her hands busy. “I thought about going to one of the parties tonight. But most of my friends are married, or at least coupled off. But I’m not a couple and I’m not really…shopping around. You know?”

  “Mmm. And why aren’t you…shopping around?”

  “Because I’ve already seen something that appeals to me.”

  “Ah. Who?”

  “Brody O’Connell.”

  “Ah,” Natasha said again, and lifted her tea to sip and consider. “I see.”

  “I’m very attracted to him.”

  “He’s a very attractive man.” Natasha’s eyes began to dance. “Yes, very attractive, and I like him very much.”

  “Mama—you didn’t send him down to look at the job to throw us together, romantically?”

  “No. But I would have if I’d thought of it. So, why aren’t you out with Brody O’Connell for New Year’s Eve?”

  “He’s scared of me.” Kate laughed when her mother made a dismissing noise. “Well, uneasy might be a better word. I might have come on a little strong, initially.”

  “You?” Natasha deliberately rounded her eyes. “My shy little Katie?”

  “Okay, okay.” Laughing now, Kate set aside the rolling pin. “I definitely came on too strong. But when I ran into him the first time in the toy store when he was getting a toy for Jack, and we were flirting, I thought we were on the same wavelength.”

  “In the toy store,” Natasha murmured. She and Spence had met the first time in the toy store, when he had been picking out a doll for his daughter, Freddie.

  Fate, she thought. You could never anticipate it.

  “Yes, then when I realized he was buying that truck for his son, I assumed he was married. So I was annoyed he’d flirted back.”

  “Of course.” Natasha was grinning now. It just got better and better.

  “Then, of course, I found out he wasn’t, and the field was open. He’s interested, too,” she muttered and banged the rolling pin. “Just stubborn about it.”

  “He’s lonely.”

  Kate looked up, and the little spark of temper she’d hoped to fan into flame flickered out. “Yes, I know. But he keeps stepping back from me. Maybe he does that with everyone, but Jack.”

  “He’s very warm and friendly with me. Yet when I asked him to come by tomorrow, he made excuses. You should change his mind,” Natasha decided. She rose to get back to work. “Yes, you should go by his house later, take him a dish of the black-eyed peas for luck in the new year, and change his mind about coming by tomorrow.”

  “It’s pretty presumptuous, dropping by a man’s house on New Year’s Eve,” Kate said, then grinned. “It’s perfect. Thanks, Mama.”

  “Good.” Natasha dipped a finger into the pastry filling, licked it off. “Then your father and I will have a little New Year’s Eve party of our own.”

  Brody nursed a beer and wished he hadn’t eaten that last slice of pizza. He was sprawled on the couch, with Jack, in the center of the disaster that had been their living room. Some B horror flick involving giant alien eyeballs was on TV.

  He loved B movies—couldn’t help himself.

  In a couple of hours, he’d switch it over to the coverage of Time’s Square. Jack wanted to see the ball drop—and had insisted he could stay awake until midnight.

  He’d done everything but prop his eyelids open with toothpicks to make it, which explained the state of the house. He’d finally dropped, snuggled into the crook of Brody’s arm.

  Brody would hold the fort until five minutes before midnight, then wake Jack up to see the new year in.

  Brody sipped his beer and watched the giant eye menace the humans.

  And nearly jumped out of his skin when the knock sounded at his door.

  Cursing, he slid Jack down onto the couch so he could lever himself off. The odds of someone coming to his door after ten at night, he figured, were about the same as giant alien eyeballs threat
ening the Earth.

  He stepped over and around toys, shoes, socks, and headed for the door. Somebody lost or broken down, he decided. Everyone he knew was celebrating the new year, one way or the other.

  Not everyone, he realized with a jolt as he opened the door to Kate.

  “Hi. I took a chance you’d be home. My mother sends this.”

  He found the small covered bowl thrust into his hands. “Your mother?”

  “Yes. You hurt her feelings saying you were too busy to come by tomorrow.”

  “I didn’t say I was too busy, I…” What the hell had he said? He’d made it up on the spot, and for the life of him couldn’t remember.

  “The black-eyed peas are for luck,” Kate told him. “Mama really hopes you’ll change your mind and stop by. There’ll be plenty of kids for Jack to hang out with. Is he up? I’ll say hi.”

  She slipped past him into the house. He’d been too distracted to stop her. Or even try to. But he was already hurrying after her across the little foyer and into the big, messy living room where the TV blared.

  Mortified, he snatched up toys and debris in her wake.

  “Oh, don’t start that.” She waved a hand impatiently. “I know what houses with children look like. I grew up in one. What a great tree!”

  Arms full, he stared at it. He’d seen the one in her parents’ living room. Beautiful ornaments, placed with care. His and Jack’s looked like it had been decorated by drunk elves.

  “We had one that looked like this. Freddie, Brand and I nagged Mama until she agreed to let us do the tree one year. We made a hell of a mess. It was great.”

  There was a fire snapping in the hearth so she walked over to warm her hands. She’d spent over an hour dressing, so that she could look completely casual. The deep purple sweater was lightly tucked into gray trousers. Tiny gold hoops glinted at her ears. She’d left her hair loose after a heated self-debate, so that it streamed down to her waist.

  She imagined he’d taken less than ten minutes to look fabulous in his jeans and sweatshirt. “Terrific house,” she commented. “Native stone, right? Such a quiet spot. Must be great for Jack, all this running room. You’ll need to get him a dog.”

  “Yeah, he’s made noises in that area.” What the hell was he supposed to do? Now? With her? “Thank your mother for the peas.”