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  “Son of a bitch.”

  He crawled out of bed, over the floor, dug his phone out of the pocket. Realized he was holding his wallet up to his ear when nobody answered.

  “Shit.”

  Dropped the wallet, fumbled out the phone.

  “What the hell do you want?”

  “Good morning to you, too,” Owen responded. “I’m walking out of Sheetz, with coffee and donuts. They’ve got a new clerk on the morning shift. She’s pretty hot.”

  “I’ll kill you with a hammer.”

  “Then you won’t get any coffee and donuts. I’m on my way to the site. Ry should be there already. Morning meeting.”

  “That’s at ten.”

  “Didn’t you read the text I sent you?”

  “Which one? I’m gone two days and you sent me a million freaking texts.”

  “The one that told you we rescheduled for seven fifteen. Put some pants on,” Owen suggested and hung up.

  “Hell.”

  He grabbed a two-minute shower, and put some pants on.

  The clouds that rolled in overnight had managed to lock the heat in, so stepping outside was like swimming fully dressed through a warm river.

  He heard the thump of nail guns, the jingle of music, the whine of saws as he crossed the street. From inside, somebody laughed like a lunatic.

  He turned the corner of the building as Owen pulled his truck into the parking lot behind the projected courtyard. The truck gleamed from a recent wash, and the silver toolboxes on the sides of the bed sparkled.

  Owen stepped out. Jeans, a white T-shirt tucked into his belt—and on the belt the damn phone that did everything but kiss him good night (and Beckett wasn’t taking bets against that)—marginally scuffed work boots. His bark brown hair sat tidily on his head. He’d obviously had time to shave his pretty face, Beckett thought resentfully.

  He shot Beckett a grin, and Beckett imagined the eyes behind those bronze lenses were cheerful and alert.

  “Give me the damn coffee.”

  Owen took a tall go-cup, marked with a B, from its slot in the tray.

  “I didn’t get in till three.” Beckett took the first, deep, lifesaving gulp.

  “Why?”

  “I didn’t get out of Richmond until close to ten, then I hit a parking lot on 95. And don’t, just do not tell me I should’ve checked the traffic report before getting on. Give me a fucking donut.”

  Owen opened the enormous box, and the smell of yeast, sugar, and fat oozed into the thick air. Beckett grabbed a jelly, wolfed half of it, washed it down with more coffee.

  “Pickets are going to look good,” Owen said in his easy way. “They’re going to be worth the time and money.” He cocked his head toward the truck on the other side of his. “Drywall’s up on the third floor. They’re going to get the second coat of mud on today. Roofers ran out of copper, so they’re going to fall a little behind schedule on that, but they’re working on the slate until the material comes in.”

  “I can hear that,” Beckett commented as the stone saws shrilled.

  Owen continued the updates as they crossed to the lobby door, and the coffee woke up Beckett’s brain.

  The noise level spiked, but now that Beckett had some sugar and caffeine in his system, it sounded like music. He exchanged greetings with a couple of the crew hanging insulation, then followed Owen through the side arch and into what would be the laundry, and currently served as an on-site office.

  Ryder stood scowling down at blueprints spread over a table of plywood on sawhorses. Dumbass, his homely and purehearted mutt—and constant companion—sprawled snoring at his feet.

  Until a whiff of donut had his eyes popping open, his scruffy tail thumping. Beckett broke off a bite of donut, tossed it, and the dog nipped it neatly out of the air.

  D.A. saw no logical purpose in the fetching of sticks or balls. He concentrated his skills on fielding food of any kind.

  “If you’re going to ask for another change, I’ll kill you instead of Owen.”

  Ryder only grunted, held out a hand for coffee. “We need to move this panel box, then we can box in this space here, use it for second-floor utility.”

  Beckett took another donut, considered as Ryder ran through a handful of other changes.

  Little tweaks, Beckett thought, that wouldn’t hurt and would probably improve. Ryder was, after all, the one of them who lived most intimately with the building. But when Ryder moved to eliminating the coffered dining room ceiling—a thin bone of contention between them—Beckett dug in.

  “It goes in, just as on the plans. It makes a statement.”

  “It doesn’t need to make a statement.”

  “Every room in this place is going to make a statement. The dining room makes one with—among other things, a coffered ceiling. It suits the room, plays off the panels we’re making for the side of the windows. The depth of the windows, the ceiling, the arch of stone on the back wall.”

  “Pain in the ass.” Ryder scanned the donuts, opted for a cinnamon twist. He didn’t so much as glance toward the madly thumping tail as he tore off the end, flipped it into the air.

  D.A.’s teeth snapped together as he caught it.

  “How’d it go down in Richmond?”

  “The next time I volunteer to design and help build a covered deck for a friend, knock me unconscious.”

  “Always a pleasure.” Ryder grinned around the donut. His hair, a deep dense brown that edged toward black, sprang out from under his paint-stained MFC gimme cap. His eyebrows lifted over eyes of gold-flecked green. “I thought you were mostly doing it to get into Drew’s sister’s pants.”

  “It was part of the motivation.”

  “How’d that go for you?”

  “She hooked up with somebody a couple weeks ago, a detail nobody bothered to pass on to me. I never even saw her. So I’m bunked down in Drew’s spare room trying to pretend I can’t hear him and Jen fighting every damn night, and listening to him complain how she’s making his life hell every damn day.”

  He drained the coffee. “The deck looks good though.”

  “Now that you’re back I could use some help on the built-ins for the library,” Owen told him.

  “I’ve got some catching up to do, but I can give you some time after noon.”

  “That’ll work.” Owen handed him a file. “Mom’s been down to Bast’s,” he said, speaking of the furniture store down the street. “Copies of what she’s after—with dimensions, and the room they’re for. She wants you to draw it up.”

  “I just did the last batch before I went to Drew’s. How fast can she shop?”

  “She’s meeting Aunt Carolee there tomorrow. They’re talking fabrics, so she wants to see if and how what she’s got going fits ASAP. You’re the one who took off a couple days hoping to get laid,” Owen reminded him.

  “Struck out, too.”

  “Shut up, Ry.” Beckett tucked the file under his arm. “I’d better get started.”

  “Don’t you want to go up, take a look?”

  “I did a walk-through last night.”

  “At three in the morning?” Owen asked.

  “Yeah, at three in the morning. It’s looking good.”

  One of the crew stuck his head in. “Hey, Beck. Ry, the drywaller’s got a question up in five.”

  “Be there in a minute.” Ryder pulled a handwritten list off his clipboard, passed it to Owen. “Materials. Go on and order. I want to get the front porch framed in.”

  “I’ll take care of it. Do you need me around here this morning?”

  “We’ve got a few million pickets to prime, a mile or two of insulation to hang, and we’re decking the second-story porch, front. What do you think?”

  “I think I’ll get my tool belt after I order this material.”

  “I’ll swing back through before I head out to the shop this afternoon,” Beckett told them, then got out before he ended up with a nail gun in his hand.

  AT HOME, HE stuck a mug unde
r his coffee machine, checked the level of the water and beans. While it chomped the beans, he went through the mail Owen had stacked on the kitchen counter. Owen had also left sticky notes, Beckett thought with a shake of his head, listing the times he’d watered the porch and houseplants. Though he hadn’t asked Owen—or anyone—to deal with those little chores while he’d been gone, it didn’t surprise him to find them done.

  If you were dealing with a flat tire or a nuclear holocaust, you could depend on Owen.

  Beckett dumped the junk mail in the recycle bin, took what mail needed attention and the coffee through to his office.

  He liked the space, which he’d designed himself when the Montgomery family bought the building a few years before. He had the old desk—a flea market find he’d refinished—facing Main Street. Sitting there, he could study the inn.

  He had land just outside of town, and plans for a house he’d designed, barely started, and kept fiddling with. But other projects always bumped it down the line. He couldn’t see the hurry, in any case. He was happy enough with his Main Street perch over Vesta. Plus it added the convenience of calling down if he wanted a slice while he worked, or just going downstairs if he wanted food and company.

  He could walk to the bank, the barber, to Crawford’s if he wanted a hot breakfast or a burger, to the bookstore, the post office. He knew his neighbors, the merchants, the rhythm in Boonsboro. No, no reason to hurry.

  He glanced at the file Owen had given him. It was tempting to start right there, see what his mother and aunt had come up with. But he had other work to clear up first.

  He spent the next hour paying bills, updating other projects, answering emails he’d neglected when in Richmond.

  He checked Ryder’s job schedule. Owen insisted they each have an updated copy every week, even though they saw or spoke to each other all the damn time. Mostly on schedule, which, considering the scope of the project, equaled a not-so-minor miracle.

  He glanced at his thick white binder, filled with cut sheets, computer copies, schematics—all arranged by room—of the heating and air-conditioning system, the sprinkler system, every tub, toilet, sink, faucet, the lighting, tile patterns, appliances—and the furniture and accessories already selected and approved.

  It would be thicker before they were done, so he’d better see what his mother had her eye on. He opened the file, spread out the cut sheets. On each, his mother listed the room the piece was intended for by initials. He knew Ryder and the crew still worked by the numbers they’d assigned to the guest rooms and suites, but he knew J&R—second floor, rear, and one of the two with private entrances and fireplaces—stood for Jane and Rochester.

  His mother’s concept, and one he liked a lot, had been to name the rooms for romantic couples in literature—with happy endings. She’d done so for all but the front-facing suite she’d decided to dub the Penthouse.

  He studied the bed she wanted, and decided the wooden canopy style would’ve fit nicely into Thornfield Hall. Then he grinned at the curvy sofa, the fainting couch she’d noted should stand at the foot of the bed.

  She’d picked out a dresser, but had listed the alternative of a secretary with drawers. More unique, he decided, more interesting.

  And she apparently had her mind made up about a bed for Westley and Buttercup—their second suite, rear—as she’d written THIS IS IT!! in all caps on the sheet.

  He scanned the other sheets; she’d been busy. Then turned to his computer.

  He spent the next two hours with CAD, arranging, adjusting, angling. From time to time, he opened the binder, refreshed himself on the feel and layout of the baths, or took another look at the electrical, the cable for the flat screens in each bedroom.

  When he was satisfied, he sent his mother the file, with copies to his brothers, and gave her the maximum dimensions for any night tables, occasional chairs.

  He wanted a break, and more coffee. Iced coffee, he decided. Iced cappuccino, even better. No reason not to walk down to Turn The Page and get one. They had good coffee at the bookstore, and he’d stretch his legs a little on the short walk down Main.

  He ignored the fact that the coffee machine he’d indulged himself in could make cappuccino—and that he had ice. And he told himself he took the time to shave because it was too damn hot for the scruff.

  He went out, headed down Main, stopped outside of Sherry’s Beauty Salon to talk to Dick while the barber took a break.

  “How’s it coming?”

  “We’ve got drywall going in,” Beckett told him.

  “Yeah, I helped them unload some.”

  “We’re going to have to put you on the payroll.”

  Dick grinned, jerked a chin at the inn. “I like watching it come back.”

  “Me, too. See you later.”

  He walked on, and up the short steps to the covered porch of the bookstore, and through the door to a jangle of bells. He lifted a hand in salute to Laurie as the bookseller rang up a sale for a customer. While he waited he wandered to the front-facing stand of bestsellers and new arrivals. He took down the latest John Sandford in paperback—how had he missed that one?—scanned the write-up inside, kept it as he strolled around the stacks.

  The shop had an easy, relaxed walk-around feel with its rooms flowing into one another, with the curve of the creaky steps to the second-floor office and storerooms. Trinkets, cards, a few local crafts, some of this, a little of that—and, most of all, books and more books filled shelves, tables, cases in a way that encouraged just browsing around.

  Another old building, it had seen war, change, the lean and the fat. Now with its soft colors and old wood floors, it managed to hold on to the sense of the town house it had once been.

  It always smelled, to him, of books and women, which made sense since the owner had a fully female staff of full- and part-timers.

  He found a just-released Walter Mosley and picked that up as well. Then glancing toward the stairs to the second-floor office, Beckett strolled through the open doorway to the back section of the store. He heard voices, but realized quickly they came from a little girl and a woman she called Mommy.

  Clare had boys—three boys now, he thought. Maybe she wasn’t even in today, or not coming in until later. Besides, he’d come for coffee, not to see Clare Murphy. Clare Brewster, he reminded himself. She’d been Clare Brewster for ten years, so he ought to be used to it.

  Clare Murphy Brewster, he mused, mother of three, bookstore proprietor. Just an old high school friend who’d come home after an Iraqi sniper shattered her life and left her a widow.

  He hadn’t come to see her, except in passing if she happened to be around. He’d have no business making a point to see the widow of a boy he’d gone to school with, had liked, had envied.

  “Sorry for the wait. How’s it going, Beck?”

  “What?” He tuned back in, turned to Laurie as the door jingled behind the customers. “Oh, no problem. Found some books.”

  “Imagine that,” she said, and smiled at him.

  “I know, what are the odds? I hope they’re as good for me getting an iced cappuccino.”

  “I can hook you up. Iced everything’s the order of the day this summer.” Her honey brown hair scooped up with a clip against the heat, she gestured to the cups. “Large?”

  “You bet.”

  “How’s the inn coming along?”

  “It’s moving.” He walked to the counter as she turned to the espresso machine.

  Pretty little thing, Beckett mused. She’d worked for Clare since the beginning, shuffling work and school. Five years, maybe six? Could it be that long already?

  “People ask us all the time,” she told him as she worked. “When, when, when, what, how. And especially when you’re going to take down that tarp so we can all see for ourselves.”

  “And spoil the big reveal?”

  “It’s killing me.”

  With the conversation, the noise of the machine, he didn’t hear her, but sensed her. He looked ove
r as she came down the curve of the steps, one hand trailing along the banister.

  When his heart jumped, he thought, Oh well. But then, Clare had been making his heart jump since he’d been sixteen.

  “Hi, Beck. I thought I heard you down here.”

  She smiled, and his heart stopped jumping to fall flat.